dear kathy
 hello! i assume you are living in so.ca. as you mention ucla.anyhow my husband has pd age78 and though he seems to be doing well he hates going out lately so i .
am rather housebound as i do not like to take off alone.we live in the san bernardino mountains near lake arrowhead  .
please try to think of something to do that will take your mind off whats wrong with yourself if you can and try to
do something that doesn't take much energy but can give pleasure to a young person such as telling him wnere you ran and what the places were that you liked best. i have a lot of fun talking to youngsters whether in person or by phone. it seems today many children never actually have a conversation with an adult.they are often talked at rather than talked with an older person.you would have so much to express and your athletics mean that they would enjoy speaking with you and make you their hero.too many athletes today are after the money and don't behave as heroes anymore.you have alot to give so i hope i am not being too forward in my suggestion.if so i do wish you well and if you ever want to complain about anything i am here so email me direct and i will be happy to try to perk you up.
    connie tate   [log in to unmask]
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From: Kathy Matthews <[log in to unmask]>
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Date: Friday, June 04, 1999 6:22 PM
Subject: New member

Hello.  My name is Kathy Matthews.  I am 52 years of age, and was officially diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease in 1996, although I had been having considerable problems long before that.  I was also misdiagnosed with a seizure disorder (who knows? maybe I have that too), and was on antiepilepticsantiepleptics for a considerable period of time----none of which did much to help me, and all of which I became toxic to.  So after going to several neurologists over several years, and getting the run around at UCLA, I finally ended up with a neurologist who listened to me more than anyone else and came up with the diagnosis of PD. 
 
I was an active, competitive runner, and completed 20 marathons.  Plus I was an active cyclist and participated in many long-distance cycling events.  It became more and more difficult for me to participate in those sports, and in fact it became difficult to function at all.  I had to retire from my job as a case manager for developmentally disabled adults because it was just too stressful and exacerbated my symptoms.  I have been on sinemet since 1996. 
 
I suffer from depression as a result of PD, and try to go into a denial mode whenever possible--except lately I've not been able to do that very well because I have been feeling worse. I also have a terrible time sleeping at night.  I understand that these are common problems with people who have PD, and would like to know what has helped some of them.  I am currently taking Zoloft for my depression, 75 mg., but feel it will have to be increased.  I have had some people tell me that the Zoloft also helps with anxiety.