to day i passed out after lifting 40 LB. and did my chest hurt. both my
nero and heart doc are on months vac. and get sick when i try to eat this
morn . i ate 3 slices of toast with hot milk. for supper which i could not
eat. VIVIAN fixed chicken cordon blue. one min i am hot next cold. will or
won't see any other doc's. getting all i want to do is sleep. used to as
all know i could put in some kind of work for 8 to 10 hrs. i for get who
when i first came down whit PD. i could golf bowl dance for the first 15
years. now after 30 i would give any thing just to get out of the house. and
i will will want to go to Canada,and oxford or is this all in my head now?
i am not happy with life as it is of now. so trying to mind over matter
and get up and go. you see PD is a sickens me i am human the guy who put
in my patio did bad job so got to do it over. over VIVIAN she says no. ha
ha. i just don,t know why i am so tired now and for get so much. PD is not
what it is cracked what it is. well good night MRS. CALABASH
I.Y.Q. DON VIVIAN
