Well it has been awhile since I have had much to say. A CURE? A cure is nice to think about, to possibly dream about. Knowing I have lived this day to the fullest of my capabilities, accomplished some, if not all that I had set out to do brings me closer to a cure. The "cure" to me is knowing that the pd has not beat me today and that I may lay my head down tonight knowing, although the war still rages..I won the round for today. Winning is a mind set. Conquering the day's battle is lending a helping hand to those less fortunate..offering love instead of hate...keeping a positive attitude toward all that I do. When my day is through and I am on bended knee may I thank my Lord for the peace and mercy He has blessed me with to live this gift called life. Sandra ----- Original Message ----- From: Dennis Greene <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Monday, June 21, 1999 10:43 AM Subject: The Cure > I have been listening to talk of THE CURE ever since I was diagnosed t > years ago and it has been hovering ten years in the future throughout that > time. It is the Holy Grail of the PD world, sought after, quested for, > mythologised. Like the Grail it is has become more symbol than reality; > like the Grail it is perceived as mending everything if it can be found; > like the Grail finding it is something only a few can do. > > The trouble with seeing the cure as the Grail is that we PWP are not caste > in the role of questing knights; even less are we Sir Galahads. We > unfortunately are caste in the role of the Fisher King - carrying a wound > that will not heal until Sir Galahad finds the Grail. > > I don't like that role.