Dear Jennifer-- your loving tribute to the other half of a wonderful marriage speaks not only for you but for many of us. You are truly blessed to have those memories-- even though the hole in your life and even in yourself will take a long time to heal, they will always be a part of you. I hope you have family and friends to help you through your grieving, and appreciate your sharing this tribute with us. {{{{{{{{{{{{{Jennifer}}}}}}}}}}} Camilla Flintermann Oxford,OH http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/camilla/one.htm <[log in to unmask]> "In all beginnings, endings lie enfolded, implicit and invisible as roots." from: "Leaving the Garden"--CHF