well, guess have turned the corner at long last! pulse is staying in the 50+ range so that's okay. after 3 trips to hosp that's enough. am finally getting over upchucking every time get FT feeding. as if I didn't have 'nuff probs they gave me 3 feedings of soured Jevity while in hosp (according to nurse). switched to Ensure Plus and it seems to be staying down okay. still having vision problems and now have a wheelchair (with a few bungs and bruises from doorways, etc. haven't qualified for driving license yet but am working on it!! (-:). haven't lost/gained any more weight so am holding my own. well 'nuff for now just wanted to update my capers. sure do enjoy list --keep it up I for one need some smiles. BFN Billie