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Dear Family

My name is Dale Severance and to many of you the name is unfamiliar and
therefore I am a new member to the list. However  I joined the list  3 to 4
years ago.  We were a chatty group at that time and there were 7 or 8 people
on at that time who were active on the list as frequent presenters or
commentators on each and ever event. The issue came up many times that the
non PD messages were drowning out the ability of others trying to collect the
medical knowledge gain from this list. I was one of the first to defend the
right of anyone to use the list for the non pd issues or comments. Taking the
position that anyone could delete the non pd messages. At that time the
ravages of the disease were minimal for me and I could audit 100+ messages
in15 to 20 minutes. But as time wore on PD took away that ability to the
point that I can not use the computer in the same easy fashion.

In fact I almost can not use it at all because of an inability to use the
mouse. I have to take my medicines and then wait 40 minutes or more for me to
gain enough control of my body to utilize the computer. It now takes in
excess of an hour to audit  a list of 100 messages and I can not always do it
in one sitting as my body fidgets around my legs are shaking, my body is
squirming in the chair and my toes curl up. I try to hit the delete button
but my ring finger cramps and causes the screen to do something not desired.
Finally I get the mouse positioned and I hold it as steady as possible with
my right hand and trigger the mouse with my left index finger.

I now feel sorry for my inconsider attitude to those who complained that they
were being forced off the list when they were so desperately trying to hang
on to this resource. I'm sadden because so many of those not actively posting
to this list are no longer capable. I do strongly support the use of this
list for non pd use . We are a big family and as such we may be hurting some
of the weaker members. I just felt that I need to express the point of view
that as a family we need to help the weakest members and to bear that in mind
as we use this resource.

Thanks for listening

Dale Severance