i do not have her email address but what i got to say is a lot for newbe,s not in a bad way. i went what a lot of you are going through. after 30 years i still get up set because i can,t do what i could do. my baby did not know her dad when she came home from ALASKA. but now she is begeing to understand. my sister do not understand . don,t come a round much. it not happy to have but at the same time don,t put your head in the sand. cry when you need to. go to a place where you can do it in prive it. it took me well to tell the truth i don,t know long it took me to accept. you got to say and say i am the same Pearson. on i got to slow down a little. to blue blazes with any one else. not saying it is easy its not. we have the right to say,read do what we want. list is one way to let off steam. so please feel a lone and give up. when i was told about it the DOC. asked me what i wanted i said i what to live as always did so i was given to strong of med. which i know now was wrong. so when when they make remarks about your med walk away some place and laugh at them. if it makes you feel good to heck wit them. but never give up. as i tell all we all got the same boat to rough just remember there is lot of us which PD lot to help you. so best of my LOVE TO ALL. I.Y.Q. DON AND VIVIAN [log in to unmask]