I wonder if I can set a new record for most letters written to the post in one day......If you are following this saga, my first letter contained a sentence pertaining to my decision to send or not to send....well, Ive had both positive & negative reactions......to those I upset, Please take into consideration I had gone w/out sleep for almost 24 hrs & probably should of just let things slide....to those of you who have given me the support I so truly needed....thank you from the bottom of my heart...to each his or her own....I realize now that the informataion Im searching for is probably better off found on my own & not through the list anyway....what you can find on the list is people who care and are willing to reach out....& thats what makes this disease a little more bearable....ok...Off my soapbox....and back to the rollercoaster.......