Life is short - eat dessert first! Yours in faith that a cure will be found- Linda Potter 50/49dx'd Nicole - I too debated writing you, but I feel as if I know you - because I have had some of those same thoughts and feelings about P.D. The stuff about the list, in my humble opinion, was venting and I for one choose to read your words and not comment. The thing that I got from your message is that you are tired and scared - me too. But I guess what I want to say to you is that you are not alone - you are cared about by persons you will never see, and a helping hand is just a keyboard away. P.D was the one disease I dreaded the most, but here I am - it has affected all aspects of my life, as you well know, having had it much longer than I. I'm sorry that I'm rambling. I'll let you get on - just remember, you are not alone. In faith Linda