Oh Paul, I promise no one thinks badly of you-- even CGs can remember those earlt , difficult, days--weeks--months, and you should feel free to express your feelings here--that's what its all about! Take a deep breath, and keep reading and writing--- SNIPPED Remember when you first found out, the >concerns, fears, the tremendous need for information, the tears, the >family reaction, the peer reaction, the work reaction and the just plain >anger... that is where I am. I appreciate the list, it has been a >God-send. So, please, do not think badly of me, I can only hope that I >too will at some point be able to help others as most of the list posts >have helped me. >Have a great day, I will get better (in understanding) > > >Paul Ayers >General Manager >Universal Consulting, Inc >Indianapolis, Indiana >317-577-1502 >317-558-1026 >http://www.uciconsult.net >[log in to unmask] Camilla Flintermann, CG for Peter 81/70/55 Oxford, Ohio http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/camilla/one.htm <[log in to unmask]> "Ask me about the CARE list for Caregivers of Parkinsonians ! "