Bill: Well, it should be published. It's damned good! Carole H. --- William Harshaw <[log in to unmask]> wrote: > Carole, > > You can't. Its not published yet. haven't got > a publisher yet. > > Bill > -----Original Message----- > From: Carole Hercun <[log in to unmask]> > To: [log in to unmask] > <[log in to unmask]> > Date: Monday, September 06, 1999 8:07 AM > Subject: Re: Surgery for rigidiity > > > >Hi William: What a fascinating chapter, both of > your > >life and of your book. Where can I get a copy of > "My > >Second Life"? Carole H. > > > >--- William Harshaw <[log in to unmask]> wrote: > >> Debbie, > >> > >> When I had my pallidotomy in Dec '93, as Dr. > >> Ronald Tasker, my > >> neurosurgeon, made the lesion in my right globus > >> pallidus, I could feel the > >> rigidity leave the left side of my body. It has > not > >> returned. > >> > >> I attach Chapter Eight of my book: My Second > >> Life. > >> > >> copyright 1999 The Harfolk Press > >> may not be reprodced without permission > >> Monday, November 30, 1998 revise > >> > >> Chapter Eight > >> > >> NEUROSURGERY > >> > >> ... the brain is the most interesting, complex > and > >> wonderful thing in the > >> universe ... and it's a wonderfully exciting > thing > >> to study and be in > >> contact with. ... The brain is you, it's not just > >> biologically or > >> genetically, it has all your experience, it's > you. > >> -Oliver Sacks > >> > >> > >> > >> When I returned to the hospital on Tuesday, > December > >> 7, 1993, I was ready > >> for surgery, eagerly looking forward to the > >> operation even though I was > >> apprehensive. Other than my overnight doing the > >> pre-op testing I hadn't > >> stayed in a hospital since I was twelve years old > >> having my tonsils out, and > >> I enjoyed the novelty. I brought a good supply of > >> books and music tapes. > >> Because the operation was unusual, everyone > seemed > >> to want to know about me > >> and I was being paid a lot of attention. I felt > >> quite important. > >> I was sharing a room with a man from Huntsville > who > >> had an inoperable brain > >> tumour. His wife was with him constantly, and I > >> sensed, from overhearing the > >> doctors and nurses, that he did not have long to > >> live. Even so, there was a > >> sense of calm surrounding the couple as they > >> prepared for his inevitable > >> death. > >> For the first few hours after I was admitted, I > was > >> too busy having my > >> medical history taken, for what seemed the nth > time > >> by a nurse and then > >> again by a surgical resident, and then being > visited > >> by Jan Duff, Dr. Lang > >> and Esther and Howard to take in the reality of > what > >> was going on beside me. > >> I dimly recognized that this couple were > preparing > >> for the husband's death, > >> but there was no weeping and gnashing of teeth; > >> rather, there was hope. As > >> the wife left that Tuesday evening, she turned to > me > >> and said, "You will be > >> in my prayers tonight. God bless you." > >> She had enough room in her heart for me, when I > >> would have thought her > >> whole being would be focused on her husband, on > her > >> family. I was touched > >> and inspired by her generosity of spirit. > >> Later in the evening, Dr. Lozano and Dr.Tasker, > the > >> neurosurgeons, came to > >> see me and discuss the operation. Dr. Andres > Lozano > >> is tall, with > >> close-cropped black hair and wears plain > wire-rimmed > >> glasses. If anything, > >> they made him look younger than his thirty-six > >> years. He had the aura of an > >> ascetic about him. He was the expert in > >> pallidotomys, having done thirteen > >> previous ones at the hospital. Dr. Tasker, known > >> behind his back as "The > >> Lone Ranger", and with a reputation for > iconoclastic > >> brilliance, was > >> Lozano's mentor, having pioneered the > thalamotomy, > >> where lesions are made in > >> the thalamus, another procedure used to reliving > >> Parkinson's tremors. In my > >> operation Dr. Tasker, although the senior, would > be > >> the number two surgeon, > >> learning the pallidotomy procedure from Dr. > Lozano. > >> With me they were a > >> "good guy, bad guy" team as they discussed the > risks > >> and potential benefits > >> of the operation. Tasker spelled out the > negatives, > >> while Lozano emphasised > >> the potential benefits. > >> The operation I would be having was a > stereotaxic > >> pallidotomy. Stereotaxic > >> refers to the finely calibrated metal frame that > >> would be fixed to my skull > >> for the operation. It fulfils two functions: it > >> provides precise three > >> dimensional co-ordinates for the positioning of > >> surgical instruments within > >> the brain; and it is bolted to the operating > table, > >> immobilizing the frame, > >> and, therefore the head. Pallidotomy refers to > the > >> globus pallidus, > >> literally "pale globe", a part of the basal > ganglia > >> which is the deepest in > >> the skull. The pallidus regulates the braking > action > >> of the brain; in > >> Parkinson's patients the brakes are being applied > >> too heavily, causing > >> poverty of movement and clumsiness. (Parkinson > >> himself had noted that > >> sometimes, if patients of "his" disease had a > >> stroke, the characteristic > >> Parkinsonian tremor was less evident, although > >> muscle weakness more than > >> made up for the eased tremor.) In the > pallidotomy, > >> the neurosurgeons make > >> some lesions on the pallidus which would result > in > >> scarring. When properly > >> placed, the scars relieve the patient's symptoms. > >> Stereotaxic surgery dates back to the nineteenth > >> century when its use was > >> pioneered by veterinary surgeons. It was not > until > >> the 1930s that the frame > >> was used for surgery on Parkinson's patients. By > >> today's standards, these > >> early procedures were crude, even barbaric. The > >> procedure was little more > >> than trial and error and the results were often > less > >> than satisfactory. In > >> one American case reported in 1951, first the > motor > >> cortex was disconnected, > >> then other connecting fibres were cut and finally > >> the head of the caudate > >> was severed, which finally relieved the > Parkinson's > >> symptoms. It is hard to > === message truncated === __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Bid and sell for free at http://auctions.yahoo.com