I also know Joan maybe not by sight but I do know her by her soul. We met just 3 months ago and I know Joan has it really rough . I on the other hand have it pretty easy. The Joan I know is a kind warm and sensitive person always there when you need her. She is a positive person with a great sense of humor. Joan pal I love you and my hat goes off to you. Betty Hogg a PWP DUMPSTER MEMBER At 01:39 PM 8/18/99 -0500, you wrote: >ENOUGH ALREADY! Dennis, that you so very much for coming to my >defence-that hasn't happened since I was in 2nd grade and never with >such caring & generousity of spirit. Sandy, Janice, Bob & Don (IYQ-all!) >so very much--but the time has come for me defend my own words...I've >said it before & I'lll say it again: PD is not for wimps; I do not hide >the fact that I'm a drooling, falling, shaking, shot-out-of-a-cannon, >bouncing around like a pinball on acid and frozen like potted plants >person with parkinson's. Maybe you aren't to that stage yet, but I am. >I'm not crying or whining-just stating facts. I hope & pray like crazy >that you never get this stage but believe me-it's out here & it's real! >Janet, I am the one who said that I wasn't ever going to post to the >list again because it seems like everytime I do, my words are taken and >disected and interpereted and given an entirely different spin & it >seems like to much energy to go back and fix the spin. My kids went back >to school today, my 11 yr. old daughter is sick, I just had to pick my >butt up after sprawling face first outside a coffee house in the pouring >rain, I'm looking at 48 in a few weeks and all I want for my birthday is >one of those thingys to make your toilet seat higher in the air, I sleep >in a lift chair rather than w/ my wonderful husband so that he can get >some sleep. Believe me, I am not whining-nobody promised me a rose >garden and I sure as heck believe that I'm blessed in a thousand other >ways-there are some days when I am truly the happiest person on earth. >So, >please don't feel sorry for me; just don't make believe that's it's all >make believe. I have hope and I have a wonderfully positive attitude >but I am a realist at this stage of the game-please don't make me >anything that I'm not. >You know what tho...?? After meeting so many of the wonderful people in >person-it gets personal. I'm done-I've finished-I've had my say. Thank >you. > > >Joan E. Snyder 47/9 >[log in to unmask] ><http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/snyder/page1.htm> >"As if you could kill time without hurting eternity" >Henry David Thoreau > >