Hi Brenda and Sherry, I am a 39 year old woman that has had pd since the age of 20. I was finally properly diagnosed at the age of 28. At the age of 28, when the diagnosis came I was already wheelchair bound and in the care of my parents. I was totally disabled. But the good news is when I was on the proper medicinal program and had the right neurologists I was able to walk again and live on my own. I now use a wheelchair maybe 1-2 times a week. I live alone and try my best to help others with this horrible illness. I wish I had specific answers to your questions or even answers that you "want" to hear. If I am understanding your main battle right now is coping...understanding...living with this disease. You will need to find a neurologist that you feel comfortable with and trust. A good medicinal program is important as well. Of course support groups and love and understanding from friends and family will help too. I will tell you this ...you are not alone...although that is really how you feel right now. There is a chat room you may wish to access. http://www.newcountry.nu/chat just click on this address. Please know you can count on my prayers. If there is anything I can help you with ...my e-mail is [log in to unmask] Take care, Sandra