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At 19:24 1999/09/24 -0700, cyber-dad Don wrote: >i am not sure if this should have been NONPD: >so list and my cyber-daughter, i hope i am doing right. >how to start? as they say in book writing, start at the beginning. >i may repeat myself. mom (VIVIAN) and i had a long talk again. >yes, i have been very upset. why - i don't know. >my neuro is away on a trip. mom called his head nurse. >as all nurses know, a lot of them know the doc's patients >about as well as the doc's do. >they both say my PD is getting worse,though i'm not dying from it. >i'm just like a lot of PWP'S who ARE IN DENIAL. >she said i was regressing. >[i can't think of the word but am going backwards]. >i used to be the one who could do 'anything' >and what i did not know was 'not worth knowing'. >i cry a lot about how i can't do this or that. >i don't want to admit i have trouble in walking or doing any thing. >when someone needed help i was there. >now that i can't be first, i cry. >i have tried to tell PWP'S. we are still people with feelings. >but i don't want anyone's pity. this i have got to do for myself. >i did not know the LIST was picking up on it. mom has. >she is trying to get me to be the old DON and look after myself. >you see CG have it worries time with PD than us. i forgot that. >i am trying to figure out why one minute i am ok, and then an hour >later i'm not. i was talking to BERN . HE PICKED UP ON IT AS WELL >AS a LOT OF MY VERY VERY GOOD LIST FAMILY have picked up on it. >my life is to help all PWP'S in my own way from my heart. >JOAN HOW CAN'T SPELL HER NAME? Joan Snyder has made me feel good >because of the posts i got from her. >at one time i could look the big wheels in the face >and read the riot act to them. >CAMILLA at the end of your post, i think in your polite way >are tryng to tell me something. >i know i will win over this PD. >with the LIST & with VIVIAN'S HELP i will >and i pray i will be DON once more. >so let's all be allowed to say what we want >and let it settle in the dust and let the rain take care of it. >i have been here for an hour trying what to figure out what to say. >it's really nothing of importance. i've just got to talk. >with so many that are having their own worries with PD, >I should just shut up. > >I.Y.Q. >DON AND VIVIAN >LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR 54 YEARS > >BEST MEDS FOR PD >IS >FOR IT IS IN GIVING THAT WE RECEIVE > ><[log in to unmask]> > ><http://www.2wcoil.com/~flash>