i am not sure if this should of been NONPD: so list an my cyder daughter hope i am doing right. how to start? as they say in book writing state at beginning. i may repeat my self. mom(VIVIAN) we had a long talk again. yes i have been very up set why i don't know my nero is on a trip. mom calle his head nurse as all nurse know lot of them know the doc paints about as well as they do. both say my PD is getting worse not dying from it. just like lot of PWP'S ARE IN DENIAL. said i was i can't think of the word but am going backwards. i was the one who could do any thing and what i did not know was not worth knowing. i cry a lot pout i can't do this or that. to admit i have trouble in walking or do any thing. when some one need help i was there. now that i can't be first i cry. i have tried to tell PWP'S. we still a peson with feelings. i don't want any ones pity. this i got to do my self. i did not know the LIST was picking up on it. mom has. she is trying to get me to be old DON. look after my self. you see CG. have it worries time with PD than us i for got that. i am trying to found out why one min i am ok hour later not. i was talking to BERN . HE PICKED UP ON IT AS WELL AS LOT OF MY VERY VERY GOOD LIST FAMILY. has picked up on it. my life is to help all PWP'S in my way from my heart. JONE HOW CAN'T SPELL HER NAME? J.S she has made me ffill good of the post i got her. at one time i coulee look the big wheels in the face and read riock to them. CAMILLIA at the end of your post i think in you polite way are tring to tell me some thing. i know i will win over this PD. with the LIST & VIVIAN'S HELP i will and pray i will be DON once more. so lets all be loued to say what we want and let it settle in dust and let rain take care of it. i have been hear an hour trying what to say. relay nothing of important . just got to talk. with so many that are having their woory with PD. I should just shut up. I.Y.Q. DON AND VIVIAN LOVE OF MY LIVE -54 BEST MEDS FOR PD IS FOR IT IS GIVING THAT WE RECEVE [log in to unmask] http://www.2wcoil.com/~flash