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What Don has to say is very important and he should NOT shut up by any means. That is what the list is for. Carole & Timex Ted (51/45/43) ----- Original Message ----- From: janet paterson <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Friday, September 24, 1999 6:08 PM Subject: Re: LIST: translated > At 19:24 1999/09/24 -0700, cyber-dad Don wrote: > >i am not sure if this should have been NONPD: > >so list and my cyber-daughter, i hope i am doing right. > >how to start? as they say in book writing, start at the beginning. > >i may repeat myself. mom (VIVIAN) and i had a long talk again. > >yes, i have been very upset. why - i don't know. > >my neuro is away on a trip. mom called his head nurse. > >as all nurses know, a lot of them know the doc's patients > >about as well as the doc's do. > >they both say my PD is getting worse,though i'm not dying from it. > >i'm just like a lot of PWP'S who ARE IN DENIAL. > >she said i was regressing. > >[i can't think of the word but am going backwards]. > >i used to be the one who could do 'anything' > >and what i did not know was 'not worth knowing'. > >i cry a lot about how i can't do this or that. > >i don't want to admit i have trouble in walking or doing any thing. > >when someone needed help i was there. > >now that i can't be first, i cry. > >i have tried to tell PWP'S. we are still people with feelings. > >but i don't want anyone's pity. this i have got to do for myself. > >i did not know the LIST was picking up on it. mom has. > >she is trying to get me to be the old DON and look after myself. > >you see CG have it worries time with PD than us. i forgot that. > >i am trying to figure out why one minute i am ok, and then an hour > >later i'm not. i was talking to BERN . HE PICKED UP ON IT AS WELL > >AS a LOT OF MY VERY VERY GOOD LIST FAMILY have picked up on it. > >my life is to help all PWP'S in my own way from my heart. > >JOAN HOW CAN'T SPELL HER NAME? Joan Snyder has made me feel good > >because of the posts i got from her. > >at one time i could look the big wheels in the face > >and read the riot act to them. > >CAMILLA at the end of your post, i think in your polite way > >are tryng to tell me something. > >i know i will win over this PD. > >with the LIST & with VIVIAN'S HELP i will > >and i pray i will be DON once more. > >so let's all be allowed to say what we want > >and let it settle in the dust and let the rain take care of it. > >i have been here for an hour trying what to figure out what to say. > >it's really nothing of importance. i've just got to talk. > >with so many that are having their own worries with PD, > >I should just shut up. > > > >I.Y.Q. > >DON AND VIVIAN > >LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR 54 YEARS > > > >BEST MEDS FOR PD > >IS > >FOR IT IS IN GIVING THAT WE RECEIVE > > > ><[log in to unmask]> > > > ><http://www.2wcoil.com/~flash> >