Dear Don, I would like you to know that Don is the name of my oldest son. I understand how you feel Don, I have people tell me what to do or not to do. I just say yes ma'am and yes sir and when they are not looking I do as I please. They do it because they love us, and do not understand that we know our limits and that we should push them. I have started to run my husband was not for that. But I am up to, well let me put it this way I ran 3 3/4 of a miles today and then went to yoga for one and a half hours. I have to up my meds but that is ok. You know your own limits, so do what you want I say. Love Janice ----- Original Message ----- From: Don McKinley <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Thursday, September 30, 1999 9:37 AM Subject: LIST: > you know what hurts me is i could not go to the PD walk or go to the > sentient hearings. or go on a vac. hear how alot that do things. this is the > first time i ever had help with cutting my grass. how can i tell PWP'S do > some of their own work. i am tiered of mom and my daughters saying dad look > at your age and how advanced you are with your PD. heck i am not that old. > PETER F. is older. i can walk 50 feet then got to rest. my legs scream with > pain. i will be darned i will use any thing i am going to win this battle. > are there other that are told you can't do this or that. i don't feel old. i > want to buy one of those things that pick up leaves mom said it would be > cheaper to hire it done yes but i won't feel happy over it. let some body > else do my work. can't get them to under stand how i feel. all i hear is dad > don't do this or that. work just a little then rest tomorrow what about what > got to be done then. you just can't say tomoreo heck just can't spell am i > alone on feeling like this? you are the only ones i can talk to. nobody > under stands any more on how i feel. i was never the one tot ask for help i > gave it. it's not fair am going to try come heck or high water. i am sorry i > am on the pullet again just got to get it off of my mind thanks. > > I.Y.Q DON >