^^^^^^ WARM GREETINGS FROM ^^^^^^^^^^^^ :-) Ivan Suzman 49/39/36 [log in to unmask] :-) Portland, Maine land of lighthouses 59 deg. F :-) ******************************************************************** I am sitting here feeling like going back to bed and hiding. Maybe its the dark foggy weather, I just about passed out typing and phoning and typing and phoning, and I did JUST what I was asked to do--DESCRIBE my symptoms in detail. But noone from a sngle TV or radio or nbewspaper has contacted me. I don't even know if ANYBODY read ,u state,emt except the people on the PIEN list. Where was PAN? I called them and got someone named Becky andshe didn't know what was going on. PAN has asked me to be their action alert first contact person forMaine so when the table is turned they just tell me I'm admirable and seem to ignore me. I guess I'll give up my bad mood if I can buat Iam sure feeling upset. Surely the powerful organizations KNEW my testimony was in the packet--and so WHAT do I do now? Or better yet, can't my statement get some MEDIA attention? 15 pages double- spaced as requested and a full-page Table of COntents. I feel used and exhausted. Ivan :-(