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SPACE IN ICU

A hose in her mouth
Whistles in a mechanical breath
Lines running hither and yon
Tangle in a snarl on her chest
Lights, graphs, beepers, and buzzers
All monitor her falling state.
Just a few days ago
They were so much fewer.
Was it only 11 days ago, she hugged me?
Rules change, and gloves and gowns appear.
Words like aggressive, infected, surgery schedule
Float through the air, and hammer my mind
And her eyes don't open too often.
A skin graft which took, and another which failed,
New faces joining "our" team,
Blood pressure, a climbing temp, protein needs
Are daily topics
And she won't open her eyes.
Was it just 29 days ago, when we laughed and kissed?
Time may march on, but it crawls by here
A separate twilight zone, a world of our own,
A nightmare which never ends.


Bob Armentrout
Copyright 1999

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