Dear Sir, I am also a cry baby!!! I just joined the list recently and find it very helpful...sometimes. I am in the early stages and am lucky enough to be able to still do most things. Sometimes I find that I am depressed by the future and reading all the posts from people suffering more than me with this disease doesn't cheer me at all. Sometimes I think Wow I'm not half as bad off as I thought, just look at what all these brave people deal with everyday. I think eventually I will be able to cope much better with all this, what choice do we have? But we have to remember that it's all new to us, just yesterday we were young and looking forward to a much different future. I now wake each day with a better attitude and look forward to making the most of every moment. Keep on the list it will help you and others like us.... Maiden Sherry 47/47/43