^^^^^^ WARM GREETINGS FROM ^^^^^^^^^^^^ :-) Ivan Suzman 49/39/36 [log in to unmask] :-) Portland, Maine land of lighthouses 49 deg. F :-) ******************************************************************** 49 feels so secure, like an old friend whose still-youthful, firm hand extends with self-assurance I do not want to release 49 feels still-young and free at 6:21 this morning I will turn 50 (although since conception , I am well into my 51st year of life) am i still YOPD at 50, or am i a fourteen-year survivor of EOPD? should Michael J. Fox reach 50 uncured, how will he feel? People say I look young, that I can tell the world I am turning 39. OK , world, I am trying not to say goodbye to my younger friends who are hovering, still 40-something, like Jeanetteand Joan, and 30-something, like Michael, and 20-something, like Jacob, and 10-something. I FEEL for you, young ones. Maybe I am ready for the transition, maybe not. Dennis did it, janet did it, why am I unwilling to surrender my youth? or am I PD which started too early? I am grateful for the folks in the laboratories at the NPF. I am grateful for the Udalling that mary y. has done. I am grateful for the courage of Anne R. and the stiff-upper-lip of Hilary, and the IYQ's of uncle Don. I am grateful to know I have a family who try to understand me. My hero is still 50-ish but not 60! Mr. Muhammad Ali, take a bow. Let's raise money together. I know a dynamo if encino who could be emcee Hey now, a 50's gala for PD! I just found a tux at goodwill so for $17. 95 I now have a 43-long ready for fundraisers. and I have been given 3 tux shirts when I am feeling tuxxy, I can raise PD funds like a whirlwind. Let's cure it! And let's push hard, and open the closed doors along the way. Thank you all for being here, from your friend at cureit @ juno.com (ivan mfowethu suzman) I am grateful for the little stars who won PDF grants, who might end the suffering for some of us Maybe my I.D. should be 50/14 The moon is full and lustrous I think I should go look at it again And be thankful for all of you.