What Don has to say is very important and he should NOT shut up by any
means.  That is what the list is for.

Carole & Timex Ted (51/45/43)

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From: janet paterson <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Friday, September 24, 1999 6:08 PM
Subject: Re: LIST: translated


> At 19:24 1999/09/24 -0700, cyber-dad Don wrote:
> >i am not sure if this should have been NONPD:
> >so list and my cyber-daughter, i hope i am doing right.
> >how to start?  as they say in book writing, start at the beginning.
> >i may repeat myself. mom (VIVIAN) and i had a long talk again.
> >yes, i have been very upset. why - i don't know.
> >my neuro is away on a trip. mom called his head nurse.
> >as all nurses know, a lot of them know the doc's patients
> >about as well as the doc's do.
> >they both say my PD is getting worse,though i'm not dying from it.
> >i'm just like a lot of PWP'S who ARE IN DENIAL.
> >she said i was regressing.
> >[i can't think of the word but am going backwards].
> >i used to be the one who could do 'anything'
> >and what i did not know was 'not worth knowing'.
> >i cry a lot about how i can't do this or that.
> >i don't want to admit i have trouble in walking or doing any thing.
> >when someone needed help i was there.
> >now that i can't be first, i cry.
> >i have tried to tell PWP'S. we are still people with feelings.
> >but i don't want anyone's pity. this i have got to do for myself.
> >i did not know the LIST was picking up on it. mom has.
> >she is trying to get me to be the old DON and look after myself.
> >you see CG have it worries time with PD than us. i forgot that.
> >i am trying to figure out why one minute i am ok, and then an hour
> >later i'm not. i was talking to BERN . HE PICKED UP ON IT AS WELL
> >AS a LOT OF MY VERY VERY GOOD LIST FAMILY have picked up on it.
> >my life is to help all PWP'S in my own way from my heart.
> >JOAN HOW CAN'T SPELL HER NAME? Joan Snyder has made me feel good
> >because of the posts i got from her.
> >at one time i could look the big wheels in the face
> >and read the riot act to them.
> >CAMILLA at the end of your post, i think in your polite way
> >are tryng to tell me something.
> >i know i will win over this PD.
> >with the LIST & with VIVIAN'S HELP i will
> >and i pray i will be DON once more.
> >so let's all be allowed to say what we want
> >and let it settle in the dust and let the rain take care of it.
> >i have been here for an hour trying what to figure out what to say.
> >it's really nothing of importance. i've just got to talk.
> >with so many that are having their own worries with PD,
> >I should just shut up.
> >
> >I.Y.Q.
> >DON  AND  VIVIAN
> >LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR 54 YEARS
> >
> >BEST MEDS FOR PD
> >IS
> >FOR IT IS IN GIVING THAT WE RECEIVE
> >
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> >
> ><http://www.2wcoil.com/~flash>
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